i'm 3/4 dead already...my dead-o-meter has kinda peaked a new height again...i finally stole these few mins to return to my blogspace :X sometimes, life's like a killer; the difference is that it kills u slowly, while the killer who assassinates does it short and sweet!
so dear lovely frens of mine, i noe this yr's our big year, mostly celebrating our 21st!! i oTang u pretties n handsomes, sorry but i'll do something (gift/card) when i have more personal time...
somehow i just don't get it on certain issues with nie, i feel like i'm learning quite alot of ideal situations, handing in ideal lesson plans tt require at least a total of up to 12 hours of writing one. i just dun geddit! i mean when i go sch n teach, it's not liek i got so much time to write such pieces :O|
i'm way too tired, it's TIRINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! maybe i shud pay the sHrink (psychiatrist) clinic in nie a visit :(
tHe dAnCe
claudia tan
jiAyin
19, i'm nineteen!!!
9th dec 1985
YWCA - 4yrs
Singapore Chinese Girls School (my beloved school spent 10yrs dere)
Temasek Polytechnic (currently 3rd yr)
Biomedical informatics and Engineering
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AdOrEs
Delicacies
English Literature
Shakespeare
Poetry
Musicals n plays
Art and Handicraft
Drawing and doodling
Painting
Bee Gees - First of May
Bowling
Tennis
Dragonboating
Kickboxing
Hiphop
pUrPle
bLaCk
bLue
PiNk
Stand by everything You said
Stand by the promises we made
Let go of everything I've done
I'll run into Your open arms
And all I know
I love You more than life
I love You more than life
Fall back on everything You've done
Fall back on everlasting arms
When all the world is swept away
You are all the things I need
You're the air I breathe
How can it be
You were the one on the cross
Lifted for all our shame?
How can it be
The scars in Your hands are for me?
You are the king of all
sHe dAnCed for yOu
i w a n t y o u
b u t i d o n t
i l i k e y o u
o r
c a n i w a n t y o u...?
I want you . . but I don’t, I cant make up my mind
I cant tell is this for real?
Every time I even look at you, the smile wont come off my face
That sweet memory you’ve given me I wouldn’t ever replace
It’s a f e e l i n g I cant explain
Every time I see you - my heartbeat races, u sent blutterflies fluttering in my tummy
Wondering if u had seen me through - thank you for not avoiding me
If I could just be around you for some time - If . . . they remain as If s
There are just things one wants - yet they can never get
Feelings, they're like a blurred silhouette
What I feel towards you, I define - like
Increasing and growing as days goes by
A mixture of
wanting to know you better and hoping for something more
Do I want you or not? the question so unclear but so profound
L i k i n g you? knowing i have no control over that thought
Don't want to me appear silly
Please don't just see this side of me you see
Just want you to SmiLe and be happy . . this I know you agree
Knowing there are many other choices - much better than me
Still i can't curb that feeling that's growing
A little star in your life - can I just be?
Since that night its never been the same
Lingering thoughts of you always came
Pondering again in this dream
Wishing just to stay a l i t t l e longer
Emmersed in deep thoughts - Yet I had to awake
Will you be staying? or will you s l o w l y drift into my past?
i w a n t y o u
b u t i d o n t
i l i k e y o u
b u t y o u d o n t
