Tuesday, February 07, 2006
12:26 AM

wad a way to usher in the "dog year" of the lunar calendar this 2006...to go with the flOw, i've been working like a dOg! *applause* i wondered who came up with this phrase that claims the characteristic of a doggie to be hardworking. is it really true? if it is...then i guess i can't deny, i'm a dog.

rest - seems to be like a craving or something i could only steal once in awhile, i feel like an overworked machine about to go berzerk. but, i know i have to fOcUs! i seriously need to get in shApe; i've been neglecting my body, face, mind, soul and everything...

no more moisturizing of my face and body
no more exercising
no more occasional brain teasers
few quiet time with my Lord, almost equivalent to none
insufficient water intake
stressful outbursts of mass food intake
unsettled work
projects floating all over my head
no baby by my side...
busy
busy busy
i seriously don't feel human; a "living" zombie would be the closest expression as to what i've been the past weeks/month

MY PUNEY EYES HAVE NEVER BEEN SMALLER THAN NOW...

sounds really lamentish huh! still, i really need to find a corner, a space, just somewhere i'm allowed to rant just this little, and not allowing these emotions n all to get the better of my during sch hours.

on the lighter side, sis's operation went well...she's in a super big cast that resembles a tAiwan sAusagE x 1000000 times...and currently staying in NUH's Class A ward for this coming week....
n i've managed to sit thru 2 hrs of bio lessons and understanding what the prOf was teaching today! tt was a real big insulin, haha! it's really trying to sit for
2 hrs lecture
then having 1 hr break
and then continuously sit for another 4 hours of lectures (and still be concentrating)

really thAnk God for placing good friends ard me...i think if not bcos i haf their company, i would haf consecutively "zAo" = skip all monday lessons since sch began...esp when 3.30-5.30pm is bio lecture and i've not understood the content prOf taught for 3 consecutive lects (which amts to 6 hrs of bio lect...which means ENDLESS AMT OF FACTS AND INFORMATION)

knowing i'm sucha dorry, i'm just so tHankfUl i din give up going for lectures.

i'm sure everyone has to go thru' their pile of dUng - sch, work, nat'l service, relationships, family, friendships, health probs...

despite all that i'm going thru, i know i am blessed with

1) God who loves me unconditionally
2) my baby who loves me so so much
3) friends who stand by one another
4) friends whom i know may not be 24/7 by my side, not in my current institute of education, but they are concerned for me


so, we'll ultimately PULL THROUGH ya!!! i do not know abt u reading this, but i'm times as such, i'd really haf to say...

"I can do everything through HIM (Jesus) who gives me strength." -phil 4:13-

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