okies...i think i'm having pre back to school syndRome...feels v suCky :( bUt i guess im not entitled to cOmpLain cos next tiMe i'll be the TEACHER n no lOnger the sTudent, haha! wad an exchange of rOles!!! suddenly i feel like i've aged :X i guess a little, haha! havent even reached certified aDulthOod age yet, tt'll be in december :p
all tHat fUn countdOwn to 2006 in pOkie's hOme just seemed like yEstErdAy...i still can't get out of hoLidAy mood! haha! esp all that fUn me baby wen rox n pOk were having together with sAm's good frens and her mUmmy! a very coSy new year countdown with a small number of people tt reallY had me n baby eNjOyiNg! the lAughterS, hUgs, sMiles, kiSsEs, pHotOgRAph sessiOns, DisnEy mOnoPolY, bBq :p
pOk's pOpo (grandma) was missing though, heee! she was in mAlaysiA celebratiNg 05-06 transition with her oLd frEns! cOol hUh! :) she always called us "huAi peNg yOu" meaning naughty frens, haha! i dunno why...LOL apparently pOk says she calls sAm's frnes that too, so i guess it's not meant to be offensive. hOnestly, i always took it as something fUnny, her granny's really cUte la! wished pOpO was staying with me too...n uNcle (Mr Pok) was missing tooo! hE's enjOying life in syDney!! LOL! making aUnty jealoUs..haha! awww, i was so excited aBt meetiNg hiM n aUnty! but well, aUntY's gOod enough too, hehe! esp her cOnversation with lAnce!!! haha!!!! really goT us ALL at the table listening attentively for quite abit, hehe!
bAck to sCh affAirs: tHank God tHo! cos not all lessons begin this week sO i have tHursday oFF but wednesday's really a WASTE of time! travel to sch 1hr 20mins to attend a 1hr tutorial...*blehs* shOoT me pLzzz
anyways baby boOkediN again...n i'm missinG him so muCh already. it's 1 mOre week tO endure tHru' I CAN DO IT! at least i'll have 5mins cHat tiMe with hiM every niGht cos he calls me sNeakiLy after his liGhts oUt :p *sweetsHapEs*
met baby's sec sCh bUds tOdAy!! kC gArriE aArOn cHiYu kiMsomething (i forgot) :p was quite a riDe to bishan! haha! this sHaoyE (meaning ricH yOung mAster) kC's driving skiLLs were faBuloUs! n sitting in his "spacEshiP" as mentioned by baby, was really comfY, not to mentiOn EXCITING! haha! for someone wHo drives iN USA, the road conditioNs are just much more different, lol! was belt uP alriGhtY!
kC - khong guAn biScuits buSiness oWner's gRandsOn gArriE - whOse gf is Kee Lee, haha! fellow sCgS mate aArOn - wHo woRe gaysHapes shirt wiTh babY today, haha! seems like i got competition *chuckles* haha! cHiYu - who is gOing to aussie for piLOt tRainiNg, pRo or wad man! KiM sOmethiNg - i'm really sorry i cOuldn't remember hiS naMe cos it sOunded v difficUlt to me :| he'S the one whoM i kept thiNking was aArOn after the first introdUctiOn, haha!
everY bOokiN dAy thO, baby gets the bLues, just as menTiOned in NigerAlis bLog tOdAY too...i oso dunno hOw to make him feel bEtter. guess it feels something like wHat im feeLing nOw? awake at 159aM frEakiNg oUt!?!?! haha! :( sometimes it just getS me oso cos tHis dOrAemOn lAdy here = me just aiN't as resOurcefuL in cReatiNg cHeeR ppLe up iDeas. alwyas been more of the weLfare kind of person, LOL! so i just used mY hEart n aLL that LoVe i have for bAby to trY to make hiM feel lEss mOody :) our jOurney to from ciTyhAll to booNlAy was a really heaRt warmiNg one. we din manage to get seAts so we just stAnd and listeNed to iPod.
beiNg in hiS arms (of cos not the pDa kind of hUg!) just made my heArt feel deePlY waRmed :D i just felt really lOved! fUzzy wUzzy feeliNg, haha! indescribable... i just wished tiMe would stAy STILL or be extended for a lOnger time...for awhile, it's like the whole train oNly consistS of botH of uS! if only tiMe STOOD STILL right there and thEn, where i was loCked in hiS embRace... of cos, in reality it cAn't! Still, i know that no mattEr wHat.. oUr loVeliNes will nv weAr off nor bReaK/snAp but tHey'll gRow stronger wiTh each pAssing day cos we hOld each oTher iN our hEartS! :) i love my baby d.pAul
tHe dAnCe
claudia tan
jiAyin
19, i'm nineteen!!!
9th dec 1985
YWCA - 4yrs
Singapore Chinese Girls School (my beloved school spent 10yrs dere)
Temasek Polytechnic (currently 3rd yr)
Biomedical informatics and Engineering
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AdOrEs
Delicacies
English Literature
Shakespeare
Poetry
Musicals n plays
Art and Handicraft
Drawing and doodling
Painting
Bee Gees - First of May
Bowling
Tennis
Dragonboating
Kickboxing
Hiphop
pUrPle
bLaCk
bLue
PiNk
Stand by everything You said
Stand by the promises we made
Let go of everything I've done
I'll run into Your open arms
And all I know
I love You more than life
I love You more than life
Fall back on everything You've done
Fall back on everlasting arms
When all the world is swept away
You are all the things I need
You're the air I breathe
How can it be
You were the one on the cross
Lifted for all our shame?
How can it be
The scars in Your hands are for me?
You are the king of all
sHe dAnCed for yOu
i w a n t y o u
b u t i d o n t
i l i k e y o u
o r
c a n i w a n t y o u...?
I want you . . but I don’t, I cant make up my mind
I cant tell is this for real?
Every time I even look at you, the smile wont come off my face
That sweet memory you’ve given me I wouldn’t ever replace
It’s a f e e l i n g I cant explain
Every time I see you - my heartbeat races, u sent blutterflies fluttering in my tummy
Wondering if u had seen me through - thank you for not avoiding me
If I could just be around you for some time - If . . . they remain as If s
There are just things one wants - yet they can never get
Feelings, they're like a blurred silhouette
What I feel towards you, I define - like
Increasing and growing as days goes by
A mixture of
wanting to know you better and hoping for something more
Do I want you or not? the question so unclear but so profound
L i k i n g you? knowing i have no control over that thought
Don't want to me appear silly
Please don't just see this side of me you see
Just want you to SmiLe and be happy . . this I know you agree
Knowing there are many other choices - much better than me
Still i can't curb that feeling that's growing
A little star in your life - can I just be?
Since that night its never been the same
Lingering thoughts of you always came
Pondering again in this dream
Wishing just to stay a l i t t l e longer
Emmersed in deep thoughts - Yet I had to awake
Will you be staying? or will you s l o w l y drift into my past?
i w a n t y o u
b u t i d o n t
i l i k e y o u
b u t y o u d o n t