Wednesday, January 18, 2006
11:28 PM

can you comprehend how it feels? I HATE BEING FAT...BUT I CAN'T EAT SLIMMING PILLS COS I GOT IRRITABLE BOWEL SYNDROME...I CAN'T RUN OR DO VIGOROUS SPORTS FOR LONG COS MY STOMACH WILL HURT...I CAN'T EAT TOO LITTLE COS I GOT DAMN BAD GASTRIC PROBLEMS! and i got a friggin dad tt acts like an aLarm clock tt keeps telling me i'M fat, i need to blahblahblah!!! THEN WHAT THEN WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I hATe It i HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop pressurizing me, just let me hide in my corner where no one can see the fat and ugly me :'( 

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